Justin Chansouk. The most annoying person, the only person who gets on my last nerves, the one who will make me mad because he thinks it’s cute, the one who will hug me when I’m frustrated, mad, or sad. The one who kisses my hand when after a long time from not seeing each other. Justin Chansouk, he came into my little lonely world and made everything into many different colors, he held my hand through the ups and the downs I had to go through, he told me things that gave me butterflies in my stomach, bought me food to keep me away from being grumpy and irritated throughout my day, the man who I know the most, and the man who has loved me from the beginning. He told me he had fallen in love with me from the moment he saw me. He was so shy to talk to me, & he just burst out of his shy bubble and told me that he wants to see me again, so we saw each other a couple days later. & After that day, we never stopped talking and we always wanted to see each other. We go out to eat and do fun things. Until the day he asked me to be his girlfriend at Ocean Beach Pier. I think it was the cutest thing he did! He didn’t need flowers or a poster asking me out. He knew that, all that could make me happier is just for him being there by my side. & When he asked me out, I didn’t think he’d do it yet. A couple weeks of knowing each other, I didn’t think he’d ask me yet. But, he did. I said yes to him, and I was the happiest person ever. I honestly never thought that I would ever find someone who will make me this happy. But, I did. & I’m not gonna let this one go. Because, he’s so special to me. I can honestly say I’m happy. & I will not stop being the happy person that I am. He loves me a lot. & I know that, why? ‘Cause, he almost got killed by my father. He was choked by him, and Justin still loves me… It’s hard to go back to the past, but ‘til now, that past still haunts me. Knowing I could have done something to prevent that from happening, but I loved him too much to go somewhere, far from him. That made us stronger. My mom asked him, ” What do you wanna do with Monique? ” ( What are your intentions? ) He said, ” I wanna marry her “. & I cried even more that night. Because, he said that to the family that cares so much about me. Me & him have gone through so much. I mean, A LOT. Him thinking about going to the Army, when he doesn’t want to. He felt so pressured to go. But, he didn’t go. ‘Cause, I was here. He sacrificed a lot for me and he’s worth so much more than diamonds and all the expensive things in life. Money can’t buy OUR love. He’s everything I’ve been looking for. & He will always be my one & only. Justin & Monique til eternity. <3
This man anyday! I mean, ‘cause he knows how to feed a fat chick like me. Nawwwsayen’?! <3
Gonna go to OB. Then to our reserved area at Tokyo Sushi Loha double date with Hanna & Melarie. BYE, GUYS! <3
My weekend with my boyfriend. <3





